6/2/24 - 1:13

Summer apathy is setting in again. Every summer I lose the motivation that I'm not even sure I had in the first place. The silver lining is that I get to stay up all night but I feel like I would worry people if I told them about my lack of circadian concern. For the time being I will just continue to have feelings and thoughts that excape my own understanding, and a few that don't.

I should probably start a dream journal, considering that the ones that I am able to recall are few and far between, and that I feel a strange amount of meaning is associated. Though thw possibility has crossed my mind that I simply don't dream for whatever reason, which I Hate.

5/20/24 - 17:43

It's finals time and I am sick. :( But that's ok! I'm still pushing though and trying to keep a positive attitude. I've just got to get through this then I'm off to college! I'm both excited and nervous. Please wish me luck!